“Mommy, who’s that?”
“Oh,
honey, that’s the man who let us die.”
The
specters of the library patrons circled Romel, floating above him. On his
knees, Romel swatted at them, desperate to make them go away.
“Leave
me alone,” he pled. “It wasn’t my fault.”
“Not
his fault, he says.”
“He
could have stopped it, but he didn’t.”
“I’d
say: that makes it his fault in my book.”
“No,”
whimpered Romel. “I just don’t fight. Fighting, that’s all my dad does. Fight
with everyone he meets. Makes everyone around him miserable. I can’t be like
that. I’m a man of peace.”
“A
man, he calls himself.”
“I
don’t see a man.”
“I
see a boy, too scared to do what’s good for others if it makes him feel bad.”
“I’d
do anything for others!” Romel shouted up at them. “I’m a good person.”
Each
of them took their turns laughing at him. One finally said, “A good person
doesn’t let other people die, chump.”
This
final accusation shocked Romel awake. Instinctively, he rolled to his side to
reach for Medina Jade. That always brought him comfort after a nightmare. Only,
she wasn’t there. All he managed to grab were dirty sheets, ragged and full of holes.
Realization settled on him. He wasn’t in his girlfriend’s bed. He didn’t even
have a girlfriend anymore. He was in an abandoned home, inhabited by a madman.
For a moment, in the haze between dreaming and waking, Romel could feel his own
feelings.
None
were good.
There
was much despair, some sadness, but more than anything, there was guilt. Over
his choice at the library, at how he’d treated Medina Jade, and, for who and
what he was. If he were a different man, would he be in the mess he was now? If
he was a man at all, rather than some childish boy in an adult’s body, would he
be in the mess he was now? The likely answer, he knew, was ‘No.’ How, then,
could he be expected to feel anything but what he felt?
A
“HUFF, HUFF, HUFF!” from down the hall brought a sudden end to this experience.
Instantly, his internal systems flooded with alien emotions. They were those of
Melpomene, who Romel could see was shadow boxing in the living room. Were he
still himself, he might have laughed at the sight. Melpomene was in no way
coordinated. Every second or third punch, he’d stumble, nearly tripping. The
punches themselves were too short to connect with anyone in a real fight. They
came with no power, only a naïve, childish intensity. And funnier still was the
expression Melpomene wore. It was one of severe seriousness, lips pursed tight,
eyebrows furrowed, like that of a composer conducting before a crowd of
important people he wanted desperately to impress. But Romel was not himself.
He was possessed of the same self-assurance as Melpomene. Air fighting clumsily
against an invisible opponent, this was now the most rational way he could
think of to start one’s day.
Not
for himself, though. There was still enough Romel in him to keep him from
engaging in any act of combat, even if it was simulated.
He
got out of bed and walked over to Melpomene. The older man barely noticed him.
He was far too focused on his imaginary enemy.
“HUFF…throw
a jab at me? HUFF…I duck and uppercut…HUFF…you block? HUFF…catch you with a haymaker,
sucker!”
As he
spoke, Melpomene acted all this out. Romel watched intently, very impressed.
This
went on for about twenty minutes. The end came with a very dramatic flurry that
involved not just punches but kicks as well, kicks that climbed no higher than
two and a half feet off the ground. The last one was a spin kick which, about
halfway through, caused Melpomene to lose his balance, stumble like a comedian
about to take pratfall, and collapse onto his back. A final “HUFF” escaped him
then, signaling the end of his session.
“You
ok?” Romel asked.
“Yeah,
I’m ok, kid,” Melpomene said, “I just pushed myself too hard. It’s what a
warrior does.”
Romel
nodded his understanding. He extended his hand to Melpomene and helped the
older man up onto his feet.
“Thanks,”
Melpomene said, accepting Romel’s help. Once he stood aright, he turned toward
the kitchen. “You want some breakfast? I’m starved. All that exercise got my
body into fat burning mode.”
“Sure,”
said Romel, following behind Melpomene.
“Let me
just wash up and I’ll get it ready,” said Melpomene. As he spoke, he stripped
himself of his shirt. A bulging gut came springing out, then settled
comfortably over Melpomene’s one-size-fits-all pajama bottoms. He used the
shirt to towel his face before tossing it in the sink. “You want more ketchup
and crackers? Or do you want to share a packet of tuna? The protein helps with
muscle building.”
“Tuna
is good,” said Romel.
“Hell
yeah it is,” said Melpomene.
Melpomene
retrieved the packet from a cabinet along with two metal forks from a drawer.
He opened the packet on the way to the table then sat opposite Romel.
“You
get first dibs,” said Melpomene and handed Romel the food.
Romel
began to eat.
“When
you’re done there,” Melpomene said while waiting his turn, “I want to get
started on your training.”
“Training?”
asked Romel, swallowing some tuna, “What do you mean?”
“Training
to control your powers.”
“Oh.
You think you can teach me to do that?”
“Of
course I can.”
“How?”
“Heh,”
said Melpomene, “Don’t you worry about that, kid. You’re in the hands of an
expert.”
Romel
gave Melpomene a little nod. With Melpomene’s emotions swirling in him, Romel
was sure that what the man said was true.
After
each got their turn at the tuna, Melpomene disposed of the packet by tossing it
into an open garbage bag he kept by the door. Then, he told Romel to wait at
the table, and went upstairs. A few minutes later, he came into the room
carrying a pile of his comics.
“What
are those for?” Romel asked.
Melpomene
did not reply immediately. Instead, he lay the comic stack on the table, picked
up the top issue, and opened it in front of Romel.
“This
is Gyfteds Issue #407. The leader of the Gyfteds, she’s this bald lady here,
Madame Y. She was born with a larger than normal brain which gave her psionic
powers. At first, she can’t control them, so she’s hearing everyone’s thoughts
all the time. Until…” Melpomene turned pages, searching for one in particular,
“…she realizes that if she sits down like this, in the Lotus position, and
concentrates, she can focus on one thought at a time. Now, she can sift through
minds, reading only the ones she wants.”
Romel
looked down at the panel and, sure enough, there was Madame Y, her legs folded
beneath her, her palms upturned atop her knees. Her eyes were closed, and
though there were several thought bubbles surrounding her, the tail of only one
pointed down at her head. The colorist had highlighted this specific thought
bubble in blue, to emphasize it’s the only thought she was thinking.
“I
see,” replied Romel.
Melpomene
closed that comic and opened another. “This one is Mister Mystic #202. It’s
about a guy, used to be one of those rock star intellectuals, always in
sunglasses and wearing black suits with sneakers, who’d go around disproving
supernatural occurrences. Until one day, he goes to a house people consider to
be haunted, and in his arrogance, he spends the night. That’s when he has an
encounter with the other side and gets possessed with demonic entities he has
to constantly keep restrained.”
Melpomene
turned to a page where Mister Mystic, just like Madame Y, is sitting on the
ground, meditating. “This is how he does it. In quiet, in solitude, he’s able
to center himself, to hone in on one voice, his, then push his personality
forward, and when he does, he can actually use the entities in him to gain
powers.”
Romel
studied the page, following Melpomene’s line of logic. He nodded, and again he
said, “I see.”
“Here’s
another one,” said Melpomene, setting aside the Mister Mystic comic and opening
the next comic on the stack, “Nocturnal Man #115. This book is one of my
favorites. See, like me, Nocturnal Man, he doesn’t have any powers. What he
does have, though, is the most disciplined mind in all of human history. His
willpower is so developed, he can endure any pain, push past any human
limitation. He developed this skill by spending two hours each day doing…”
Melpomene
once more settled on a page where the titular hero sits alone in deep
concentration. Pointing emphatically at the image, Melpomene said, “What else?”
What
else indeed. Romel could say nothing to dispute what was staring him in the
face.
“Kid?”
said Melpomene, his eyes wide, his words spilling out fast. “Are you following
me here?”
“Of
course I am,” said Romel. It was impossible to come to any conclusion but
Melpomene’s. His argument was airtight.
“Good!
Because this here, this is the key!”
“The
key!” repeated Romel with equal enthusiasm.
“Exactly!
So, what I want you to do, is I want you to go back to your room, shut off the
lights, sit in the middle of the floor like one of these comic characters,
and,” Melpomene here pointed with a single finger at his own forehead, “focus.”
“Focus,”
said Romel, already standing up.
“You
got it, kid! Now get to it.”
With
determination, Romel marched out of the kitchen. He felt as fired up as he’d
ever felt in his life. Not that there were many moments in competition. Romel
wasn’t typically the type to get fired up. But here he was, fueled by
Melpomene’s infectious excitement, walking with purpose to his room, ready to
do as he’d been instructed.
Once
there, he searched for the light switch. It took him about a full minute to
realize there was no light switch and that the light fixture in the room had
long since been ripped out, leaving behind a hole in the roof with frayed wires
hanging from it. That problem resolved, Romel closed his door, went to the
middle of his room, and sat. Just like he’d seen Madame Y, Mister Mystic, and
The Nocturnal man do, he curled his legs up under him, and placed his hands
palm up on his knees. Then, he focused.
For a
long while, nothing happened. Melpomene’s emotions continued to course through
him the way Romel imagined a drug high did. Right now, elation and
self-congratulatory pride were the main courses on the menu. They were fun
emotions to experience, ones Romel felt rarely. As to why, well, he now had
time to wonder. Were those emotions the
exclusive possession of people like Melpomene, men on the fringes of
rationality? Was there something about Romel’s typical perspective that lent
itself to melancholy? Melpomene lived, as strange as he was, with an
unshakeable sense of purpose. Romel, on the other hand, lived questioning. There
had to be some utility to this, but it had its cost. And what if the cost was
ultimately bearing this power? After all, he must have been chosen for a
reason. It couldn’t be that ‘the Calling’ had come to whomever random person
Marc Uriah may have bumped into who’d known him.
Around her were a number of
others, taking pleasure in her pain. Her assailants? Likely so. And it seemed
they had it in them to do worse than whatever it was they were doing then.
I suppose not, ‘the Calling’ said, Well, then, more suffering it is.
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